awful, horrible email...
Sunday, Dec. 22, 2002 :: 10:09 a.m.

ok...yeah, i just want to put another entry in here so i dont have to look at my ugly links page...but i really have nothing much to say.

i dreamed about jesse last nite. it was a swimming dream, how surprising. his breaststroke really sucks and he was swimming and i ended up doing my pull-out literally almost on top of him. i ended up passing him and then he complained "how do you do that" and i offered to help him with it, but practice was over and everyone got out and i woke up. thats all there is to it.

karly just got an "awful, horrible email" from jesse...HE READ HER DIARY! see, that in itself is just really uncool. mostly i just want to know where he got the link from. and pleeeze dont let it be from this page because i will feel completely awful.

i thought christmas break was supposed to be relaxing. this is going to be far from relaxing...tomorrow's swim meet is going to be hell for kar, jesse, and jenn. and where do i fit in now? i really dont need to be their outlet, and yet, somehow i really do. if only there were an easy way out. ...and life just keeps getting more and more complicated...what's the point of high school, i wonder?

what i would give to go back to being a little girl and crying to my teddy bear. i really need some comfort now. :(

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