walk away. return again.
Sunday, Jul. 24, 2005 :: 6:09 p.m.
you tell me not to worry. that no matter how much i long for comfort i don't have to choose that path. you tell me that it's okay, and that i can be strong, i just have to keep trying. you tell me that i shouldn't be afraid to talk, each word should come more easily than the last.
but i keep looking over the same sentences, and i'm afraid to say any more. i catch glances that i don't understand, and i find myself clinging needily to the things i shouldn't want. i can't seem to find the acceptable route, just spinning around in endless circles.
i'm sputtering and choking on emotions and swallowing all the air i can get. i'm nauseas and dizzy with no words to show my reflection. i can't find the end of fingertips to chew on. i can't find the blade that isn't dull with age.
i always go back six steps just to take two.
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