which direction is the right one?
Saturday, Dec. 03, 2005 :: 11:45 p.m.
i don't want to admit it, but well, here it is. i'm backwards and confused. i'm so tired of going around and around in circles. i get so fucking tied up and wrapped up in life that sometimes i forget to breath. i end up feeling light-headed and spinning around until i fall over from sheer exhaustion and confusion. that's the way my life is going. not necessarily backwards, but perhaps sideways. maybe it was always like that, a little twisted and warped. never really moving forward despite how often i tried to convince myself that it was.
now i'm just trapped in another foolish tangent. it's going nowhere, and i know that, but i just can't seem to let go.
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