146 things about me you never wanted to know
Thursday, Sept. 12, 2002 :: 6:49 p.m.
[edit] updated december 30, 2003.[/edit]
ok, so yesterday was september 11...this is gonna sound cynical, but, big deal?
because im extremely bored and none of my friends are talking to me...im going to put on here one of those annoying forward survey things. so sorry. maybe convincing ben not to come over and get sick was a bad idea...so now you get to know all the things about me you never wanted.
>>On Me...
1. Name: Sara
2. Nicknames: Tickle-me-Elmo, Ruffles, Reffler (which ironically is my last name), Hyphen, kitty, kitten, Sara-HYPHEN-Ellen, the girl
3. Height: 5'8"
4. Hair Color: brown
5. Eye Color: hazel
6. Siblings??: nope
7. Righty or Lefty: lefty
8. Hobbies: read cd. update here and my LJ. read. write fiction and poetry. build robots. obsess about LOTR with my sisters. other random stuff that you don't care about.
9. How do you describe yourself? depressing. overly friendly. accident prone. goofy. lonely. a failure.
10. What's your sign??: cancer
>>On Friends...
11. Friend(s) that looks most like you: kaite. steph
12. Friend(s) you go to for advice: kar. rachel. cheryl. bryan.
13. Friend(s) you have the most fun w/: karly. jesse. cheryl.
14. Friend(s) you can do nothing w/ but still have fun: kar. bryan. charley. pamela.
15. Friend(s) you have dreamt about: keith. charley. anthony. aaron. ken l.
16. Friend(s) you tell your dreams to: *shrugs* depends on what the dream's about.
17. Friend(s) you tell your secrets to: i don't have anymore secrets. my securities were demolished when this page started.
>>On preferences...
18. Chocolate milk or hot chocolate??: hot chocolate
19. McDonald's or Burger King??: Mickey Ds
20. Coke or Pepsi??: Pepsi
21. Rather marry the perfect lover or the perfect friend?: friend
22. Sweet or sour??: sour
23. Root beer or Dr. pepper??: dr. pepper
24. Tea or coffee??: tea
25. Sappy/action/comedy/horror??: horror
26. Cats or dogs??: cats
27. Ocean or pool??: pool
28.Cooler ranch or nacho cheese??: cool ranch
29. Mud or Jello wrestling??: jello
30. W/ or w/o ice-cubes??: with
31. Milk/dark/white chocolate??: milk
32. Shine or rain??: Rain
33. Top or bottom?: both
34. Winter/summer/fall/spring??: summer & spring
35. Vanilla or chocolate??: chocolate
36. Skiing or boarding??: boarding
37. Biking or blading??: biking
38. Cake or cookies??: cookies
39. Cereal or toast??: cereal
40. Rock/ ska/ punk/ rap/ r&b/ alternative/ techno/ folk/swing?: anything that isnt country or (c)rap works for me.
41. Night or day?? night
42. Gloves or mittens?? gloves...bandness
43. Dressed or undressed??: undressed
44. Eyes open or closed??: Closed
45. Bunk bed or waterbed??: waterbed
46. Chewing gum or hard candy?? gum...can blow bubbles
47. Motor boat or sailboat??: sail
48. Lights on/lights off/black lights??: black lights are fun, but no lights are better
>>What's your favorite...
49. Color??: blue and black
50. Number??: 13
51. Drink??: diet caffiene free pepsi (weird, i know) and mountain dew
52. Animal?: cats
53. Holiday?? my bday (INDEPENDENCE DAY!)
54. Quote??: "Smile, its the second best thing you can do with your lips."
55. Sound??: squee!
56. Band/music group??: lifehouse. goo goo dolls. gin blossoms. badwill. something corporate. brand new. smashing pumpkins. the smiths. the strokes. (see more in my profile)
57. Book??: IT, boy in the moon, Thwonk. Harry Potter (1-5). (see profile for more)
58. Movie??: Stepmonster
59. TV show??: 7th heaven
60. Radio station??: 95.7 WMIX & 102.1 (only when the play ggd) & 92.3 KROK
61. Place??: NYC. my room.
62. Flower??: orange rose or blue snowball
63. food??: pizza
64. Shape??: "the circles with the points" (octagons)
65. Texture??: smooth.
66. Role Model??: DJ!anyone who can stop themselves from cutting.
>>In the future...
67. What's your house gonna look like? go visit it in Cranbury...its big. white and brick and is set in the corner of a field and has a 2 car garage
68. Where are you gonna live?? NJ bc thats where my house is, either that or Nyack bc its pretty there. unless of course i marry charley & move to michigan.
69. How many kids? no more than 3 no fewer than 1.
70. Names??: alex, jordan, zack, and michael, lucy, kendal, amanda
71.What are you gonna do? pediatrics. or engineering.
>>On relationships...
72. What does your ideal girlfriend/boyfriend look like?: who's that superficial? i tend to go for blond hair, blue eyes. but anything with a face'll do ~.^
73. How do they act??: warm. kind. funny. sweet. sometimes goofy. caring.
74. What is your dream date??: a sunset walk along the coast holding hands
75. Do you like to call or be called??: be called
76. Make a move or wait?? make a move, i have no patience
77. Make plans or go along with them: both
78. What's the first thing you notice in guys/girls??: eyes or hair
79. Ever been in love?: yes and unfortunately, fallen out of it.
80. What does falling in love feel like?: like everything is right with the world, like there can be no wrong
81. With anyone now?: no. broken hearted.
82. Were in any this year / how many: charley
>>If you could...
83. Move anywhere, where would it be??: Paris. London. Indiana. North Brunswick. Michigan.
84. Buy a car, what would it be??: red '69 mustang convertible
85. Shave one thing on your head, what would it be??: 1089 or the FIRST logo
86. Dye your hair one color, what would it be??: purple streaks
87. Have a tattoo, where/what would it be??: the top of my butt/bottom of my hip, an angel holding a celtic cross, and i'm not even christian
88. Streak in front of anyone's house, who's would it be?: my own
89. Meet one person, who would it be??: Ghandi
90. Live w/ one person for the rest of your life, who would it be?: charley.
91. Do anything w/o consequences, what would it be? jump off the empire state-building parachute-less
92. If u could punish someone for something they've done, how would they be punished: depends, what'd they do?
>>Name something(s)...
93. u love: marching band. FIRST. charley
94. you're embarrassed about: being sexually active. cutting.
95. u wish u had done, but didn't: gotten good grades sophomore year. stopped lying in therapy. stopped cutting permanently.
96. u REALLY wanna do: get over myself. stop cutting. fall in love with mr. right.
97. u did today: slept. read cd. talked to dj. kim. char. beckers. matt. kyle. mike. kate. updated.
98. u did yesterday: went to cheryl's for a holiday party. attended an RU Women's Basketball game as a member of the pep band.
99. u plan on doing tomorrow: sleeping. swim meet at steinert?
100. that's hard 4 u to do: cry
101. that annoys u: when people think like me
102. that turns u on: *sighs* blood. warmth. unexpected compliments.
103. that turns you off: guys constantly asking for sex.
What's the 1st thing u do when u...
104. get up??: stare at the ceiling for half an hour.
105. get in the shower??: wash my hair
106. go to school class??: take out the wonder word in the daily targum.
107. get home from school??: drop my stuff and go online
Yay or Nay...
108. female president: Yay
109. roller coasters: Yay
110. thunderstorms: yay
111. food in bed: yay
112. high heels: yay
113. mexican food: Yay
114. bill clinton: Nay
115. insects: Nay, except spiders
116. little kids: yay
117. do u bite your fingernails??: yay...just the index finger on my left hand
118. toenails??: nay
119. twirl your hair??: yay
120. relay commercials??: yay
121. impersonate??: nay
122. pick your nose?? nay
123. eat it ??: nay, now thats just plain nasty
124. chew gum obnoxiously??: do i look like Jen Schettini? Nay!
125. play w/ it??: yay
126. shower??: YAY!! hello, ew!
127. make your bed??: yay and nay
128. clean your room??: nay and yay
129. take a bath: yay
130. go to the bathroom??: yay
131. talk/walk in your sleep??: ...
132. give hugs??: yay
133. tell people u love them??: if i do.
134. change your underwear??: um duh? yay
What/who are you:
135. afraid of??: rejection
136. proud of??: only cutting twice in the span of 10 months. returning to therapy even if it is against my will.
137.envious of??: perfect relationships
138. mad or frustrated w/??: loving charley.
What is...
39. on your nails??: the color "time."
140. on your feet??: nada
141. on your walls??: anything that is cool or represents some aspect of me
142. on your mouse pad??: gel wrist padding!
143. on your bed??: horribly mussed sheets. more pillows than i can count. and a 3 foot teddy bear.
144. on your ceiling??: my ceiling fan
145. in your closet??: clothes and crap
146. in your cd/tape player??: blessid union of souls.
*****GUESS WHAT, YOU'RE FINALLY DONE!!!!*****
Phew!!!!.....Now, i hope you honestly didnt sit and read every one of these, because i never would have.
happy news! I got a cell...so for all of you who care the # is 468-5054....but i have like 0 minutes, so dont call me. hehe, so basically my cell is completely pointless unless its a weekend or after 9 or you have Verizon. but its still happiness for me.
my head hurts...nite.
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